I used to think I'm lucky enough to have some good things other could hardly have. I used to live in the world filled with dreams and happiness, and I never thought there would come a time that these things will be taken away from me.
It hurts badly. Nothing compares. It seems I am alone from nowhere I could see no sunshine in the sky. Cold breeze always embraces me. Freezing my heart making myself numb that I could no longer feel anything but pain. This is the arduous part of my life. Filled with confusions and regrets. My dreams are shattering, and it's breaking me.
I smile not because I am happy. I smile to fake my feelings and wish to be okay. Yet, my mind can't stop thinking that at the end I will totally break. I'm afraid. So much scared from the world may bring to me now. I'm lost. Lost to the darkness which light is hardly seen, and if this would be, I might totally close my eyes to seek for light and would just follow my own to see.
How could I go on without you? How would I fix back myself when you alone can do it?
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