How About Your Prayers?

Never pray on things when you can't stand the test as answers on your prayers...

Sometimes, I recall how we prayed for us. The times when we go to church together, lits some candles and pray. Things feel so right. Things seemingly fine. I do not know how you prayed to keep our relationship strong that we have gone this far.

In silence, I also prayed the things you ask.

Because we believe that God is with us in this relationship, I gave you all of my heart, and believe in the promise of your love. Seems no one can break us. Invincible as if believing that God was with us eversince from the beginning.

Can you still remember how the two of us has started? Quite inspiring that we worked and had gone a long way. How God made His plan to bring us together? Totally unbelievable but it seems you are forgetting those things.

Let me recall... We first met on December 17, 2005 during the first Systemwide Seminar Workshop on our University Paper. We never talked during that time. But when I first saw you, you had my sight whatever you do. From the lunch you ate your chicken joy, to the night that you gently place the nips to your lips, until the time I accidentally picked up your kit thinking it was mine. I didn't ask your number. I haven't talked to you even that time. But for some reason, we communicated each other. I don't know how. But I guess there was some kind of energy that brings us together.

It doesn't end there. I was thinking that it would be the first and the last time I could see you. But then, you came to my place for some spiritual activity from the church. It brought us back together, giving us the chance to meet and would know much better.

Seems everything was guided by something or someone. I never thought that at this point of our live we would gone this far. Perhaps, it was because we believe together. We dream together. And we pray together.

How do you pray? Didn't some notion crosses to your mind that somehow, what happened to us today are answers to what you asked for? You are tested if you could stand to what you prayed? Why is it always me who believes in every way we suppose we could? Next time around. Don't ask for things which you couldn't stand with... I wish to carry you all throughout our journey. But you let go of the chance. Just don't wake up one day, that everything is too late... Regrets are always done at the end... Think. ...a thousand times.