Enough for tears to cloud up my eyes. Although I am not prepared the kind of hurt, I must feel the pain and would just wish someday, I'll be fine. Seems, I am fighting for my feelings which is no longer fighting for. My heart is weary. My eyes are dried up. I couldn't cry hard enough.
I would just keep on dreaming that she's still mine. And yes I always do. I know, sometime soon, I could realize things are never working out and I could accept what is written on the stars. I just need to dream and dream until one day, I wake up into the reality. At least, I had done my best, to carry her steps closer to her dreams. Though, I haven't bridge her to its peak, at least, just so close, I brought her.
I had learned my life to live with her. And if this would be the end of my dreams with her, perhaps not now, sooner, I could just accept. Just take care of yourself. I had done everything for you. Though it wasn't appreciated, this must be it. We will separate our ways with memories. Still, I will be living it. Not that much easy to forget the days we had. Especially that it was filled with lot of dreams. Now it was torn. I will build my dreams again. Maybe not with anyone. Because I don't want to build it again if same things of leaving will be happening again.
Lots of things I learned. Lots of things I figured out. Thanks for memories and the broken dreams...
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