Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Crashed

Some things are worth fighting for. There are things in life we wish to fight because we do not want to lose it. Yes. We wish to like things under our control. But will it be worth fighting if that would find its way out away from you?

You expect a lot on things which you believe yours forever. Given by all your affection and even already build your dreams with it. But how far would go if suddenly things go wrong suddenly? How long would you keep standing from the pain it brings to your heart? Eventually. This would be the arduous part so much hard to cope with.

My best wasn't good enough. My efforts weren't appreciated. I was set aside in all of a sudden. What have I done? I just love you. I just dream with you. How could you bring all these things into my life? Are you happy with all these things I felt? Are you happy that the man you love is suffering the pains despite of everything I did just to make you feel loved? I love you in my own way. I didn't know if I am still missing something. Tell me. What do I need to do to bring you back? To love me again? Do I deserved all these things? Examine yourself completely? DOn't you need me anymore? Don't you love me anymore?

I don't understand anything from what is happening. You look for another man who sees only his happiness. Someone who doesn't even give respect that someone is building his dream with you. Now, you are letting him crash me. Tolerating his deeds I don't deserve. Did you love me once? Where are you know?

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