Meeting the Expectations

Though I got home at 1:00am last night, I still managed to wake up at 10 mins before six o'clock strikes. I got a phone call informing me that I will be attending a certain investigation. I can't sleep back. Thinking how would I spend my time and how would I able to make the output after the investigation.

It was a cold morning. And don't have plan to rise up early. My muscles were weary and I wanted to take time to rest after a long night of work.

Lot of things played in my mind. How could other people have expected a lot from me? When I, myself got a little trust in all I can do. Like today, at eight o'clock in the morning, I will have a meeting together with my the Regional Manager and act as his secretary. How could my wit manage the role he has given me inspite, I don't even have the knowledge to do things like the way he expected from me. The worst is, that, our company lawyer will be present too. Truly amazing. (hehehe)... Now, then I look at my self, I am just me... Seeing no something special I could do.

But anyway, I tried to keep what their eyes has seen in me. I would stress out what they expect from me. No matter what, I would try to break a leg from all of this...

Night Wind

Life wouldn't be the same now. So alone and after breaking the silence, here I go again. Thinking some beautiful things wishing to happen. I can't talk to anyone. I don't someone to share my feelings with especially now that those people who could I always talk about my feelings has left for greener fate. But they left me some good memories as friendship grows despite of our distance.

I'm feeling better now. I'm just missing some people who was one part of my journey. If only I could them close to me, I will. But fate has brought as far together. Maybe, this is let myself stand in my own fate to test the strength I have. Thanks to all the people who cared for me though I had only extended a little of my help. You guys are good friends really. Cieto, Johnny, and Kenneth. Though we shared a little of our time, you let me feel so much special.